Never thought, neither envisioned winter,
never saw it coming nor was I in wonder,
nevertheless, they laughed me to scorn,
and it seemed as if there was no corn,
scourged with sadness saturated with sombre;
their gaze exhibited a loud gong they beat,
in their hearts that was more than the heat,
that emanates from the sun.
Even Tendai joined them as she listened to the,
Chartlant’s hissing voice and turned from me with,
a message that pulled me back :
filled with selfishness, selfness and sarcasm without,
remorse she threw darkness and put,
a snare in my path as if I would never ever see,
Away in dream fairy tale lands in the Eden – like garden:
we walked together in the realms of the spirit;
suddenly l disappeared so she said, leaving her,
alone in the open; but I also went into a trance,
the same day she claimed the serpent did pounce,
as the rest of the answer of the vision,
was completed in me as it was the mission,
of the Blest One.
Waiting for her opposite our home,
she passed by in the midst of the horn,
blown by a passing car in the road,
and entered our crib, I took my rod,
from where I was when she passed me by.
From our home she emerged with another man,
holding hands and when I confronted them in the main,
road the man disappeared and I saw him no more
I was only left with my beautiful brown ewe,
and we talked until I got back to conciousness.
Only after a voice spoke to me from on high,
and told me to wait for she was not far but nigh,
in the month of “More Grace” I lifted up mine head,
saw her and immediately everything came to a,
screeching stop then I knew the Spirit had reconnected
me to my true love.
Then light sparked and shone in the darkness,
that had been thrown and the journey of hope
and patience began as I was told to wait but,
who can unless they are helped? so may,
he that first loved me before I loved,
complete the puzzle for He is the Beginning,
and the End.